The son travels thousands of miles

Time spent in one minute and one minute. Those passing pedestrians who are in a hurry are rushing about with their own ideals and mission. We are still silent about each other and know each other’s heart well. We are all worried that once we grasp the bad mood and topic, the atmosphere will be sad..   After spending 21 years with me, my daughter finally, like a full-fledged baby bird, will fly away to distant Australia.     After traveling thousands of miles, we arrived at Capital International Airport. It’s still six hours before the plane takes off. We waited in the airport lounge, silent and speechless. Our mother and daughter have a tacit understanding in life. They always talk like friends and have a natural feeling of living together. However, at this moment, I can’t find any topic to talk about..     My daughter consciously avoided my sight. I know that the child’s heart is full of worries. Although it is difficult for me to calm down, on the surface I try to restrain myself..     Since the birth of her daughter, she has never left me with all my love. In my eyes, she is always a weak and small girl. The child will travel far away to a place I cannot care for. As a mother, how can I not worry or worry about it?. From the moment my daughter was born, every day and every minute has touched my heart: In order not to let urine soak the child into red buttocks, I put my hand under her little ass in bed so that I can know immediately when she urinates. In order to get pneumonia’s daughter to breathe smoothly, I held her to sleep all night. In order to study violin for my daughter, I rode a broken bike for ten years. In order to increase my daughter’s knowledge, I frugally took her to travel all over the country. However, now the daughter is tens of thousands of miles away. How can I rest assured that a girl has to face a completely strange world alone? In particular, the child was weak and sickly from an early age. How could she resist foreign wind chill? However, the child’s firm eyes told me that she wanted to be far away.     We are still silent. The daughter’s eyes glanced at the coming and going stream of people, with a slightly dazed look in her eyes. I know, although on the surface she tried to give me a relaxed feeling; Although she has never confided her worries to me, I know she will face all the difficulties alone after all, so she is not worried about the future.? I know very well that although her daughter is thin, she has her own ideal and life goal since she was a child. Even if I have ten thousand reluctance to leave her, I have to give up this affection and let the swan spread its wings and fly far away.. I know that my daughter’s heart is not calmer than mine at this time. She worries not only about her own future, but also about my mother, Li Qingzhao’s life ( this is the daughter’s summary and joke about my living conditions ). My daughter always thinks my life is too perfect, so she worries that when she leaves home, I will be more lonely, because in life we are more like close friends than mother and daughter. For 20 years, we have a close relationship with mother and daughter. If I raise my daughter in spite of hardships, it is more like I rely on this kind of affection and responsibility to make my life stronger. In a sense, I am attached to this kind of affection, but I have to give up for the future of my daughter..     Time is spent in one minute, one minute. Those passing pedestrians who are in a hurry are rushing about with their own ideals and mission. We are still silent about each other and know each other’s heart well. We are all worried that once we grasp the bad mood and topic, the atmosphere will be sad..     She will fly away, fly to the place she yearns for, fly to a place I can’t reach, and who will wait for her return at the door as before? Who will cut the peel into pieces and put toothpicks in the fruit waiting for her? Who will chase after her to add more clothes? How can I put my heart down? However, in the face of my daughter’s emaciated body and firm eyes, I felt a little moved in my heart. I knew that the line in my hand must be relaxed and let this beautiful butterfly dance the blue sky..     Occasionally, my daughter gave me a shallow smile, not as sweet, relaxed and natural as in the past, but a little more deep.. I found that in these short hours, she seemed to have matured a lot, and I felt from her smile that she was no longer the young Tian Shu girl, and that her smile added many complicated connotations..     The time for security check is approaching. I had to break the deadlock: ” Jia Jia, before you go, mother will nag a few words, be a good person and be the first person before doing anything.”. My daughter replied, ” I heard these words from you since I was a child. I believe there will be no big difference between me and you, but you should take care of yourself and pay attention to your health, so I can rest assured.”. Let’s go. I urged her.     My daughter is walking away. We waved goodbye to each other without tears..     When I got home, I finally cried. I cried very sad and dripping wet. Tears soaked through the whole night.. Next, I had a fever and burned it for several days. Lying on the bed, remembering scenes and scenes, recalling those happy days with the children that had been with them for more than 20 years, and the back of the children when they left … ah